I don't wanna be rescued!

i have it bad and i like it. i am so into twilight that i am obsessed. i am scared of vampires. dumb i know, but that is the one thing that creeps me out. i tried hard to not be on the same page as everyone else. my friends were reading it a year ago. then they all went to the movie. and the news hype! then the movie came out on video. i still didn't care. didn't wanna care! then dillon drug it home. we forbade him to watch it. he watched it anyway. then paden read the books in 4 days--all of them. so troy and i watched it so we could, you know, see what our kids are watching and reading. as i am putting it in the dvd player i am telling him that i know it's gonna be stupid, just please suffer thru it with me. all thru the movie, troy was on the laptop and reading a book while watching and me with my eyes and heart glued not believing what is happening to me.

so my friends that are into it told me if i liked the movie i would love, love, love the books! so i watched the movie again. so then i needed to read the books. the ones at the library were checked out. this was tuesday. i was in logan for an appointment and dropped by walmart and bought them. yup all but the third one, they were out of that one. so i got home and started reading it twilight. last night i was in brigham city for piano. this book is all i can think about. so i checked the walmart for the third book, cause i am on the 2nd book now and i'll need the 3rd one like tommorrow. they were out too. so i bought the cd and the movie. i haven't hung up the mini poster in the cd you will be glad to know. i am going to have to borrow the 3rd book. so on my lunch hour today i started the movie again. i am not ashamed. this too shall pass but not for a while i am sure. i have included the authors website link. just a little insight into my life right now. :)
http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/twilight.html